Our family is leaving on vacation for 5 days in Porta Ransas Texas. I can't wait. 5 wonderful days at the beach. no stress, no work, no school, no housework. We are going with Christy and her family and with Tyler. I love taking Chanze to the beach. I will spend this week reconnecting with my family and my God. I want to be a simpler person when I come back. I like to get rid of a lot of mental clutter while I am gone , and I think the beach is the best place for me to do that. I am going to do my best to let go of this giant fear and worry monster that has jumped on my back. And to let go of alot of the control of everthing I think I have to have.I know I set the tone for my family and I pray to God that I will be pleasent the whole time I am gone. I will Love on my husband and my son and show them how glad I am to be their Wife and Mother. Lord watch over us and keep us safe.